Please!

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Something is different, something feels different. The world is in its place, it seems everything & everyone has managed to find & settle in their designated space. But, if that's the case, then what's different? what's changed? It's me, is it me? If so, how do I feel? I don't seem bothered, rather calm but, is it the calm before the storm. Am I in trouble or am I going to be in soon? I don't know, the message wasn't delivered by the moon. 
Have I been suppressing the thoughts, the pain that the trouble has been bringing in for oh so long that now I'm indifferent and gosh oh so numb? Anyways it's a guest, that I'll welcome. Maybe invite in for a little chatter and we will have supper together. Serve tea in a cup that is always filled with tears and cookies made with crumbs of suffering & fears. We can chat till the dawn and in case it decides to change its mind; I'll get hold of it before it's gone. As soon as it gets up to leave, I know I'll say "Please!".

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